I had a terrible night. My friend’s mother has died in a huge blast rocked my neighborhood and killed more than 12 people and wounded dozens last night. I’ll write about everything later but for now, I feel so sad and desperate. It was so hard to see her dead. She was a kind woman. I just saw her few days ago when I was with her son.
My heart is full of sorrow and pain. My friend had a horrible night searching for her in the hospitals by the time the city was all in darkness due to the lack of electricity.
I can’t even think of any hope at the meantime. It is only despair that hovers over us. It seems it is going to stick with us. I don’t know why we have to live like this. Why do I have to wake up everyday on sounds of explosions and shootings? Why do I have to be afraid all the time, why do I have to sleep and wake up with a tear in my eyes? why why why? I don’t want democracy and freedom. I want to live. I just want to live. These two damn words brought only destructions. They never brought hope. It is only death and death and death. I don’t want them…. take them and give us back the normal life. I wish I could change the time to the past.
My heart is full of sorrow and pain. My friend had a horrible night searching for her in the hospitals by the time the city was all in darkness due to the lack of electricity.
I can’t even think of any hope at the meantime. It is only despair that hovers over us. It seems it is going to stick with us. I don’t know why we have to live like this. Why do I have to wake up everyday on sounds of explosions and shootings? Why do I have to be afraid all the time, why do I have to sleep and wake up with a tear in my eyes? why why why? I don’t want democracy and freedom. I want to live. I just want to live. These two damn words brought only destructions. They never brought hope. It is only death and death and death. I don’t want them…. take them and give us back the normal life. I wish I could change the time to the past.
